Friday, December 27, 2013

Breakfast Nook Redo

Only gonna pop in for just a minute to show you guys what I've been up to today. We are leaving in the morning for Griffin, GA to visit Chris's Dad, Step Mom and Sister for a late Christmas. Then Sunday we are headed to Atlanta for our annual New Year's trip with all of our best friends from college. It's going to be fun but I'm no where near ready for the holiday season to be over.

So here's what I've been up to today...
Our breakfast nook has been empty for quite a while. Every table I've found has either been too big for the space, too expensive or just not the right style. After looking for months I finally hit the jack pot. I found a glass top table with two chairs for $98 bucks!! After lunch at Subway with the hubs, he came and helped me load it all up at Corner Market in downtown Blackshear, GA. I LOVE this place, (to read my post about Corner Market click HERE) but you have to catch them at just the right time. Especially if you're looking for something specific. Apparently today the time was just right, because the whole dang set is now mine my pretty!! 

How I Found the Table and Got it Home...
It's under there somewhere 

I kinda tricked Chris into helping me. After we ate lunch I got him to go "look" at the table with me before he went back to work. It's only taken me 4 years of marriage to acquire those skills! Hey don't judge me, how else was I going to get all that home in my tiny 2 door car?! 
The Breakfast Nook BEFORE...

Recovering the Cushions...
Hey Boys I can use power tools too!

Remove cushions, cut material leaving at least 3 inches extra all the way around, fold material under for a clean look, pull tight and staple. I cut the corners off and it made the process easier. 
All done...took about 30 minutes per cushion
Chair BEFORE-
Not bad but a little bland 
Chair AFTER-
Funky, colorful and fun
Material was left over from a project I did years ago. Glad I kept it!  

The Breakfast Nook AFTER...
Rug came from TJ Maxx last week. I measured to make sure the table would fit on it before I went table/chair hunting. I LOVE it! It looks like a Pottery Barn rug to me.
The space is small but the glass top makes the table not seem bulky. I musta heard someone on HGTV say that!! haha 

Think it turned out looking quite nice folks. Especially for $98!!

Wish me luck packing. We will be gone for 5 days and my instructions were to pack light...is there such a thing?!?!

Thursday, December 26, 2013

Weigh in Thursday??

Poor Weigh in Wednesday, he (or she? heshe?) always gets skipped or looked over here lately. I'm a little scattered sometimes, but I suwannee I know what day of the week it is. I just can't seem to get my days lined up. Oh well, whatever, so weigh in Thursday it is...
Down 2.4 pounds this week for a total of 47.8 G.O.N.E. I finally painted my hobbit toes too...it's a Christmas miracle!!!
Seeing this pop up when I entered my new weight into "MyFitnessPal" made me scream louder than an A&E producer being told he had to grow a beard   

The scale pic was actually taken on Tuesday, Christmas Eve. I took it before heading to my Granny and Papa's house on purpose. I knew, that night and Christmas day at my parents, I was going to splurge a little. I wanted to enjoy myself but also keep myself motivated and in check during my "off days." Thinking about what I weigh now versus 6 months ago made all the goodies and yumminess not quite as tempting. 
I was able to wear my favorite size 13/14 ripped jeans for the first time in about 2 years on Christmas Eve. It's taken 6 months, a-whole-lotta 5am workouts and self control to get back in them. 

Let me just tell ya'll my Granny makes the BEST Christmas cookies around. Ever since I was a little girl she has always made at least 50 christmas shaped sugar cookies on Christmas Eve. The grandkids all sit at the table and decorate them with paint brushes using different colors of icing. We all laugh and make fun of how ugly the other ones cookies are. It's a tradition and you HAVE to eat at least one, and double dip your brush after licking it when Granny isn't watching. It's just not Christmas if you don't. Usually I eat, ummm like 5 or 6 of them, and they are BIG cookies. I mean like the size of your hand big. This year, however, I am happy to report that I only ate ONE gingerbread shaped sugar cookie decorated with chocolate icing. I literally think that was the best cookie I've ever put in my mouth. 
The annual cookie decorating team-
Sarah, KK, Taddies, Me and Andy
Sarah's Daddy, Cayden's Mommy and Andy's Daddy are my Mom's siblings.  
I'm the oldest grandchild out of 10. Could you imagine all the presents I would get if it were still just me?!?! It was good being queen those first 3 years of life. 

Here's the thing. When I don't gorge myself, the experience of something I really want is so much better! I'm finally to a point where I don't live to eat. I eat to live. I enjoy food but it's not all I think about every waking minute. People are finally starting to notice that I've lost weight too. So when we eat together they will say things like, "Oh you can't have that" or "Can you eat here?" My response, "I eat normal food, I just watch my portion size."

Maybe one day I'll get to a point where I want to try the clean eating thing again. For now, I truly am enjoying eating normal food. That's sounds nuts but I am. If we go to Zaxby's I get a kids meal. If we have a pot luck after church, I put a tiny spoonful of what I want on my plate. The key is that I stop and I control the amount I eat. Is it hard? Yes!!! Extremely!!! BUT I feel proud of myself afterwards, and I don't feel deprived, because I ate something I wanted. 

Looking into the future the hubs and I want to have a baby, truth be told I want three babies! I love having a big family and I think Chris and I will be great parents, but guys I don't want for my kids to experience the same issues I've had with food. Children watch everything you do...everything!! So, I want to be a positive example for them, and honestly, it terrifies me. I could easily go back to my old ways. I've done it before! It's insane to say you'll never have cake or pizza. You will! It's all about self control and all I can do is pray for more and more each day. 

No temptation has overtaken you that is not common to man. God is faithful, and he will not let you be tempted beyond your ability, but with the temptation he will also provide the way of escape, that you may be able to endure it. 1 Corinthians 10:13

Monday, December 23, 2013

Slutty Brownies

Slutty Brownies...what, what!!
Okay. I know, I know the name is a little scandalous but I'd be lying if I said I thought it was inappropriate. I think it's freaking hilarious, and I even made all of the ladies at my hubbies office a...
Heard You're on Santa's Naughty List Missy, 
So For Christmas This Year You Get...
Slutty Brownies Kit
I think they turned out precious and hopefully all those sweet gals got a good laugh. Let's pray they got a good laugh anyway!! If not? Well...Ummm...

I stole the recipe from Pinterest and then came up with the kits myself. I was quite proud of my creativeness and just had to share with ya'll. So naughty girls, here's the recipe. BUT you have to promise me you'll only eat ONE and share the rest. Deal?!?! 
Left Tag goes on top, Recipe on bottom
I made these in Word, printed, cut and hole punched them to tie to each spatula with raffia.   Spatulas are from TJ Maxx and came 5 in a pack. 
I put the Oreos in clear baggies from Wal Mart. I had to tape the cookie mix to the brownie box to keep it all from sliding. 


Slutty Brownies 
Ingredients:
*1 package chocolate chip cookie dough 
*12-15 Oreos 
*1 box brownie mix 

Instructions:
*Preheat oven to 375 
*Prepare brownie batter according to package. Set aside.
*Grease glass 9x13 casserole dish and press cookie dough on bottom.
*Line Oreo cookies in the pan on top of the dough.
*Pour the brownie batter on top.
*Bake uncovered for 45 minutes.
*Let cool and ENJOY
So be good for goodness sake?!?!

Saturday, December 21, 2013

Weigh In Saturday?? & How I'm Still Losing Weight

This week. Well. This week has been...
BUSY!! I bet y'all thought I fell off the face of the earth and was never going to blog again. Nope! I was just catering, grading final exams, finishing up my grades, going to a bizillion Christmas parties, and last night we hit the road for Christmas in Milledgeville with the hubs family. I so wish I could read, or blog on the computer using my hotspot, but I get car sick like a mother trucker!! Soooo a miracle Saturday post it is!!

Since it's been forever let's rewind to Wednesday morning when I got on the scale...
I was down 1.8 pounds but was still some kinda aggravated. This past week was HARD and dangit I did really well with all the Christmas goodies around. I said "No Thank You" to a whole heck of A LOT of food to have only lost 1.8. All the teachers even got to order out. That's a big deal in teacher land, but I decided not to cave and ate the lunch I packed. Gosh that was hard!! I literally could have grabbed one of their hamburgers out of their tiny little hands and ate it all before they even realized what happened. Yes, I refrained, but I'm sure some of them wondered why I kept starring and salivating. Bless it!! I'm going to have to ask Santa for new friends, cause all of mine now think I'm a starring, salivating, weirdo!! 
Gave these "Girls Night In" kits to my girlfriends at work for Christmas. I think they really loved them and I actually came up with the idea without Pinterest...I know I was shocked too!!! It's a tough life being this creative. Ha!!
Contents:
Chick flick, popcorn bowl, milk duds, facial mask and card all tied together with pink and sparkles

Let's just be honest here. In the grand scheme of getting down to 140 pounds, 1.8 is NOTHING!! Especially after all that suffering, BUT I know if I keep losing 1.8 each week in a month I will have lost 7.2. In 5 months 36 pounds! It's all about baby steps. Believe me I know it's frustrating, a pain in the arse, and sometimes you're gonna mess up. Thing is, ya just have to keep going!


This week each time I turned something down I kinda got this little high. I was proud of myself. Now don't get me wrong, sometimes I'm going to say yes, BUT if I do it's going to be something I really, really want! I've had pizza and chips a million times. I've had cupcakes a million times. You see what I'm saying? I try and make it worth it. I try and make it something I really love. So far it's working and this is how I'm still losing weight...
*Wednesday-Children's Christmas Party at Church 
I ate 1/2 of a brownie because I really wanted it. I skipped the pizza, chips, cookies etc. and waited until after the party was over to eat dinner with the hubbie at Chick Fil A. 
*Thursday-Teachers ordered out at lunch and faculty Christmas party 
I ate the lunch I packed. That night at Blueberry Hill Restaurant (precious cabin in the middle of nowhere) I splurged on fried shrimp BUT had waited all day for it. 
Outfit I wore Wednesday night to the Children's Christmas Party. That "shirt" is actually a Polo sleep shirt I got on the clearance rack for $12...shhhhhh don't tell!
Looking for a good red lipstick. Any suggestions?? This kind sucks.
Jacket with Lamb Collar-Gap
Scarf-Knitted by a Friend
Plaid shirt-Polo Outlet
Leggings-Ann Taylor (favorite brand)
Minnetonka Boots-Amazon

Ya'll I've tried clean eating. I've tried starving myself. I've tried only eating one meal a day. Good Lord I've tried everything!! The only thing that works for me is eating VERY SMALL portions of NORMAL food and sticking to about 1,200 calories a day. One day I would love to try clean eating again, but I'm just starting to master portion control, so for now, this is what I'm going to stick with. 

This Glorious Saturday morning, when I weighed in, I was shocked!!! I was down another 1.8 pounds from Wednesday!! That means in a week and a half I've lost 3.6 pounds and I'm finally down to 191!!! My new goal is to get into the 180's and I am working so hard to get there. I never want to go back to the way I felt 5 1/2 months ago at 236 pounds. Even with the .8's and 1.8's I'm not giving up!!

Tuesday, December 17, 2013

How My Life Is Changing

Several months ago I typed up a blog post in the notes section of my phone. I thought about posting it but changed my mind. I figured if I let other people know how I truly felt they would think I was nuts. Today I was deleting old notes and stumbled across it...
My Random Craziness

Do you ever feel like, "Is this all that life is?" I mean, I know that God is always with us and that he's the everything we need but sometimes I just feel a little void. Yes, I'm a Christian and yes I have a great husband, friends and family but lately I've just felt like something is missing. I know that sounds insane, and it's kind of hard to explain, but I can't mask or forget that the feeling is there.

I go to work, do my best and, for the most part, my days go okay. I exercise and diet. I pray and try to be kind to others, but something is missing. I just feel blah. I have no idea what's wrong with me. And I'm really not sure if I'm crazy or if other people feel this way at times too?!

I want to understand it, but honestly I don't even know what's wrong. Anytime I think about it tears fill my eyes. I feel lost and I'm constantly thinking of plans to make it better. Thing is, I just really don't know if my "plans" will make the feeling go away or just mask them for awhile.

I just want to be happy!!

After reading that note something hit me and I finally realized what was wrong all those months ago. I wanted a different me. No one else needed to change. Just me! Thing is, if you've been one way for a really long time where do you even begin?You don't magically become someone else overnight and wake up happy the next morning.

I know that there are certain situations that must change for someone to be happy, but I didn't have a "situation" to get rid of. I just needed to love myself again. I needed to stop looking at everyone else's lives and start loving and living my own. I was trapped in my own body and was looking for every possible way to make it better. I was searching for different surroundings to solve all my problems.

This past weekend we were busy every. single. night. Friday we went to my hubbies Christmas party. He analyzes farm loans so the party was no where other than...
on a farm. 
The tractors were actually moved out of the massive metal building where the party was held. It was so cool, the couple who hosted it had a BEAUTIFUL home, I met lots of new friends and we didn't get home until like 3:45 in the morning. Saturday we had my Daddy's Golden family Christmas and got to see family I haven't seen in years. That night we went on a double date with my brother to dinner and a movie, and Sunday all my family came to church to see my little sister sing in the children's Christmas play. It was a busy but FUN weekend! 
My old room at my parent's house-
Thursday night I helped my Mama with a Senior Adult Christmas party at her house. I truly enjoyed every minute of it. Being with my Mama and helping her made me smile. Towards the end Chris and I took my little sister to her middle school band concert...I enjoyed it too!! I feel like a new me guys and I'm loving my life again!!
Sunday night after the Christmas play-
Sarah (cousin/workout buddy), Taddies (AKA Taylor/sister), KK (AKA Cayden/cousin) and  happy me!! 
Use to I would have dreaded a weekend like that and would be counting down the minutes for it to all to be over. All I liked to do was stay home, watch movies and never leave my comfort zone. Why? I didn't like being seen by people and I had a million bad things about myself going on in my brain. It's sad but I'm not kidding!


LATELY I am living life again. I feel good about myself and I like to get dressed, look pretty and socialize. I enjoy meeting new people and it's actually okay if I'm not trying to make everyone around me happy because...
I'm Happy!! 
Taylor sang this song with a group of girls in the play. I LOVE it and have been replaying it over and over on my way to and from work. 

Wednesday, December 11, 2013

Weigh In Wednesday

For the past couple weeks I have been getting comments from people like...
Girl have you lost weight?
I like that outfit, it's slimming.
You can tell in your belly that you've gotten smaller.
Have you changed your hair or something?
That jacket isn't as tight on your arms anymore.
How much have you lost, because I can tell big time.

In response to some of the comments, I want to be like, "Who says that somebody!?" Other comments, I just want to squeeze the person and give them a big kiss on the cheek because...

YOU CAN TELL, YOU CAN FINALLY TELL!!!

I've been working at this weight loss thing since early July. It's been 5 1/2 months of ups, downs and plateaus, but I kept going. Gosh I'm glad I kept going! There were so many times I just wanted to quit, I got discouraged and dang it I wanted what everybody else was eating!! BUT this morning when I weighed in and realized I had finally hit the 40 pounds gone mark...I was happy, really happy!! It made every minute of it seem worth it. 
Down 3.6 pounds this morning
Total Weight Loss=41.8 pounds
I really need a pedi before I post another
one of these pics with hobbit feet!!  
Left-Wow!! I didn't realize I looked like that!!
Pretty sure those pants were a size 22.
Right-This morning in a size 14 dress
I have to wonder with the new year coming if next year at this time I'll be at my goal? If I'll look back at pics of me in a 14/16 and be amazed at how far I've come? BUT for the first time in a while I'm okay with where I'm headed!! 

Tuesday, December 10, 2013

Cute Clothes for Every Size

I think one of the most frustrating things about being overweight is trying to find cute clothes. For some reason clothing companies think if you are over a size 12 you want to wear moo moo's or grandma clothes. I remember so many times going shopping with my friends and
walking in those "normal" stores, only to find that the biggest size didn't fit. It was discouraging and embarrassing.

One particular time I remember going to Victoria's Secret. We all got measured for a bra. The largest size they carried was a 38DD. I measured a 42D. I was humiliated, and sat in the dressing room with tears in my eyes until I could get myself together. I didn't want for my friends to see me like that, but even more I didn't want to tell them the reason I was upset. It makes me sad to think that a fun day with the girls is stored in my brain like that.

When I first started this journey I was to the point where my 18W pants wouldn't even zip. I refused to buy bigger clothes and got by with stretchy skirts, elastic waist band pants and leggings. At 236.4 pounds I was probably in a 22. I just didn't want to admit it. After months of hard work I am finally out of the 200's and in the 190's. This week I took down a stack of size 16 clothes from the top of the closet. I know I still have a long way to go, but when I put those black size 16 slacks on this morning for work I felt like I was in a 5!! 
I wore a sleeveless dress to my
cousin's wedding this past weekend.
It's the first time in over a year I
actually felt comfortable
showing my arms. The dress

is a size 16 and hasn't
fit in a VERY long time!!

I LOVE clothes and I really LOVE these websites!! They cater to all sizes and have such cute clothes at reasonable prices. 
I ordered this romper (size 1X) and both pair of 
leggings from FOREVER21 this weekend. I 
am going to wear  the romper, cowgirl 
boots and the turquoise leggings on New 
Year's Eve to see Florida Georgia Line 
in Atlanta with my besties...can't wait!!
Romper $22.80, Leggings $6.80
The girl in the middle (Becka) is the owner of
Kiki La Rue. She was miserable at her job and
started the  company all by herself. She also
writes a blog called www.busybecka.com. I
follow her on Instagram (shopkikilarue)
because she always shows you how
to style the pieces on her site. 
 
Entourage has always been one of my
favorite stores. Statesboro, GA home of
the GSU Eagles recently got one.
Thank goodness it wasn't there when
I was in college!! I also follow the store
on Instagram (shopentourageclothing).
Locations Include:
Athens, Clemson, Statesboro,
Kennesaw and Carrollton. 
Have fun shopping gals...no matter what size you are!!

Thursday, December 5, 2013

SKINNY Shepherd's Pie Recipe

To me shepherd's pie is one of those recipes you either love or hate. I LOVE it because I'm a mashed potatoes kinda girl all the way. I do, however, like my pie with peas and carrots, unlike my man child. Anytime I make a casserole like this I always make enough to have leftovers the next night. I'm just lazy like that, BUT you can cut this recipe in half and make a smaller amount. 
You might be a redneck if...
you use deer in your shepherd's
pie and as wall decor. 


SKINNY Sheppard’s Pie

Ingredients:
-2 pounds ground turkey or lean ground beef
-1/2 yellow onion minced
-2 tablespoons worcestershire sauce
-6 large russet potatoes
-3/4 cup fat free milk
-1/2 cup zero calorie spray butter
-Salt and pepper to taste
-8 slices 2% American cheese or 2 cups shredded cheddar cheese
-1 can mixed peas and carrots (I leave them out just to be a sweet wife)

Instructions:
1. Peel and boil potatoes until fork tender.  Drain and mash using mixer or potato masher. Add milk, zero calorie spray butter, salt and pepper to taste. Mash until desired consistency.

2. Brown ground turkey or lean ground beef with onion and worcestershire sauce. Drain. 

3. Layer ground beef, mashed potatoes, peas/carrots and cheese in casserole dish. Bake at 400 for 10 minutes or until cheese is melted. 
It's not the prettiest but dang it's good!!
This is so simple, feeds a hungry family and will run you around 275 calories a serving...Enjoy! 

Wednesday, December 4, 2013

Weigh In Wednesday

Hey guys just going to pop in real quick. The bad news is that my back has been giving me fits today. The good news is that when I weighed in this morning I was down 1.6 pounds for a total of 38.2 gone. I'm so close to 40 pounds! Every time I make a good decision I can picture myself picking out my non-grandma swim suit. I've told you guys a million times that my goal is just to wear a bikini for once in my life...and dangit I'm determined!

For the past two weeks I have been kicking butt, even after going to two different Thanksgivings! I have a goal in my mind that I want to achieve. I know the only way to get there is to put in the effort, so I'm trying hard. Really hard! Sarah and I have also been 5aming it. Last week we worked our arms so hard that I hated brushing my hair because it hurt so bad. Now that's a good workout boss! 
This morning was #legday and these
lunges WORK!! Sarah and I used a 10 pound
barbell and a balancing ball. Isn't she cute??
Wait for it, wait for it...
BAM!!!! 30 pound barbell and squats
This picture cracks me up!
She gotta donk, she gotta donk,
shake some wit it!!
 
I have one last thing to share. Yesterday I had a sweet reader email me. It made my night to hear that I have encouraged and motivated her to lose 29 pounds. She asked if I had any tips or ideas. These are what came to my mind to share...
-You CAN say no thank you to people. Each time you do it, you will feel proud of yourself.
-Don't compare yourself to others. Hold your head up high and love yourself. I have to remind myself to do this every day!
-Don't give in to food. Do something else instead. I'm lame and go take a bath.
-Be strong and know you can truly do it. If you don't believe in yourself trying to lose weight will not happen. 



Going to take my own advice this week girls and boys!!

Tuesday, December 3, 2013

Our Love Story (Part 6-The Finale)

First read...
Part 1 (Click HERE)
Part 2 (Click HERE)
Part 3 (Click HERE)
Part 4 (Click HERE)
Part 5 (Click HERE)

By the time our wedding day finally arrived I was excited but relieved all at the same time. Planning a wedding and being over four hours away from my mom was hard. I had no clue what I was doing and, dear Lord, weddings are expensive!

I'm embarrassed to say this, but I remember one incidence where Chris and I almost called it quits over a ribbon fight. Yep, you heard that right, ribbon! I wanted x yards of ribbon and he didn't see why it was necessary. In my mind, I had to have that ribbon or the whole wedding was going to be wrong. From ribbon, to every and anything is where that fight ended up. I never would have believed it until it happened to me, but weddings can make you crazy!

The day my Daddy said he would officiate our ceremony made me take a step back. I was reminded of how, after all these years, my mom and dad still loved one another. Not because they did it on their own, but because their marriage was held together by someone who knew their every thought. Growing up, and even now, God has always been the biggest part of who I am. Deep down I knew that all of the different "ribbon" wasn't what mattered. So, when Chris and I decided to do a traditional wedding it just felt right. 
Daddy praying with me
before the wedding. 
We were married in my hometown at a church only a couple of blocks from my parents home. It was just the right size for an intimate wedding and had the perfect amount of southern charm. Our reception was inside at an old renovated building in the downtown area of Waycross near the train depot. The floors were all wooden and the walls were brick. The tables had a black underlay, white and black flower overlay, and the chairs were covered in white with a black satin bow. We had a DJ, dinner buffet and one million ferns. Even though it wasn't the biggest, or the fanciest, it turned out to be beautiful and classy. 
All of my besties were my bridesmaids
The day passed by so quickly I barely had time to think, or even comprehend, how big of a commitment Chris and I had just made. It didn't really hit me until we drove away from the reception. I felt happy but scared all at the same time. I had just married the best thing that ever happened to me and would be starting a brand new life with him. 
Georgia Southern groom's cake!
See white girls can dance...well kinda!
It seems like the years have rolled by so quickly. As of yesterday, Chris and I have officially been a couple for 8 years. I remember that first kiss riding dirt roads, our first apartment together and our first year of marriage. Looking back we can both laugh at some of the silly fights we had and smile at the times we held each other. On May 29 we will have been married for 4 years. With all my heart, I can truly say I look forward to growing old with my best friend. 
We went on a seven day cruise for our
honeymoon. I wish I could travel back
in time and relive that week.