walking in those "normal" stores, only to find that the biggest size didn't fit. It was discouraging and embarrassing.
One particular time I remember going to Victoria's Secret. We all got measured for a bra. The largest size they carried was a 38DD. I measured a 42D. I was humiliated, and sat in the dressing room with tears in my eyes until I could get myself together. I didn't want for my friends to see me like that, but even more I didn't want to tell them the reason I was upset. It makes me sad to think that a fun day with the girls is stored in my brain like that.
When I first started this journey I was to the point where my 18W pants wouldn't even zip. I refused to buy bigger clothes and got by with stretchy skirts, elastic waist band pants and leggings. At 236.4 pounds I was probably in a 22. I just didn't want to admit it. After months of hard work I am finally out of the 200's and in the 190's. This week I took down a stack of size 16 clothes from the top of the closet. I know I still have a long way to go, but when I put those black size 16 slacks on this morning for work I felt like I was in a 5!!
I LOVE clothes and I really LOVE these websites!! They cater to all sizes and have such cute clothes at reasonable prices.
Have fun shopping gals...no matter what size you are!!
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